Wtf, mate?

So, one last thing... why is it that lately, I've been the one instigating all of the "I love you''s???? I don't remember getting one from you (online or on the phone, at least) for a while. I don't remember much about hanging out with you (in relation to the topic mentioned), so I won't include that in my assumption that I've recently always been the first to say I love you??