sketchy.

I hate my internet connection at home... I mean, the desktops we've got are great, but I'm not going to give up the comfort of my electric blanket (heart!) for the uncomfortable-ness that is the desktop chair(s). I've got recommendations to fix this problem, though...

1. Get some better seats... preferably ones that have heated seats.
2. Trash my current laptop and get one that has a wireless dohickey that actually works.



On another note, I felt warmth for the first time in a long time today. It might have had to do with the fact that I was up at the top of an auditorium, dangling from beams without a harness... Although something tells me that even though I love risking my life, that's not it.

Something tells me that it was the fact that um, I felt wanted. So I was a piece of furniture for a while. I'm okay with that. I like the catwalk at my high school. I took a mini-nap there today. I went to go help set lights, and I ended up lying on the catwalk, with an arm across my back. It wasn't what I had expected, nor was it really that outstanding... I've had that happen a gazillion times. I guess... not on the catwalk, but yeah.

I mean, it was different. It was a change from what I'm used to, and it completely took me by surprise.



Visiting the high school after you've graduated is weird. Showing off a trumpet flask not so weird, but way fun. I went to pep band last night, and I had forgotten that my flask was in my case from the bowl trip, and I had some inquiries... all of which were positive. Weird, yeah?

I definitely went back to say hi to a couple of friends and a couple of teachers yesterday. Over lunch, I was super surprised to get I don't know.... I think I'd call it an assertive hug... I don't know... I guess TECHNICALLY it was for a picture, but it didn't feel like that, um, at all.



I've been ranting. Why stop now?



I started watching the first season of Dead Like Me tonight. It's entertaining. I shouldn't have seasons of anything, though... I just kind of end up watching them nonstop, which is why I'm up this late. ALSO, I need to actually start watching the L word... like from the beginning, I think. That way, I'll have SOME sort of clue what's going on. I tend to watch TV shows out of order. Stupid TV.



I'm going to bed now, finally. To whom it may concern, have a wonderful night or day. I hope yours went as well as mine did today.