New Year's

Only once in the past 17 or so years have I gotten a kiss on New Year's. Even then, though, I had to fight with the guy to get him to come over on New Year's Eve, and then we were watching some show, and we missed the ball drop in Times Square. We were watching some other channel; it was probably like, Dirty Jobs or something on the Discovery Channel. Anyways, we missed the ball drop, and missed the official kiss on New Year's. So, by that logic, I've never been kissed at midnight on New Year's Eve.

This year, I really want the kiss. And I don't want it to be late. One of my dreams has been to have the romantic kiss at the stroke of midnight on New Year's. At this point in my life, it can only be so romantic. Assume this guy--we'll name him K for kisser--and I are holding hands. If I get a kiss and then afterwards end up cuddling with K, then I think I'll be able to consider it a successful, romantic kiss.

Not gonna lie, though. In the future, I think it'd be really cute to be on a date, and then not even watch the ball drop. I'd want to be like, outside (brrrr, i know) in a really pretty location (specific, I know), when like, we'd keep looking at our watching, and then just kiss outside at midnight.

Now that I look back on New Year's, I want to say that the perfect New Year's is part of my fantasy list. I have the absolutely perfect marriage proposal worked out, but now it's about the time for me to start figuring out my perfect New Year's kiss...