Monday, March 16, 2009

in case you didn't know

I hate people. Not all people, just people in general. And no, I'm not going to explain this... suck it up.

I love breaks from school, but I hate being bored. I'd rather just have a day or two off, such as a Monday and a Tuesday every once in a while. That way, I'd be able to relax a little more a little more often. I'd be fine without a spring break. In fact, just add a bunch of three day weekends into the semester, and I think I'd be fine with that.

I love video games. I might suck at some of them, but the ones that I like I don't suck at. Don't try playing Halo with me... it's physically impossible for me to play Halo. I'll whoop your face at Guitar Hero or Burnout Paradise, though. Rock.

I don't get butterflies any more. Remember that funny feeling within your gut or stomach that you might get if you like someone? Yeah, I don't have those. They're gone... or maybe I never felt them in the first place. I don't know if I'm capable of liking anybody, while we're on that note. Why? It might have something to do with my pessimism, my past, and the fact that overall, I hate people.

I don't believe in love at first sight. Then again though, that might make life really easy. Psh, why would we want that?

I love sleep. I'm not going to sleep yet because I'm going to go waste some more time playing my precious, relaxing video game. Well, if I love sleep, why wouldn't I go to bed earlier? I hate the morning... not in a vindictive sort of way--just in the way that I'm exhausted in the morning. Mehr, it happens. That's the one thing I love about breaks... I always get enough sleep. I might even get an unhealthy amount of sleep.

I hate the fact that there isn't anybody at home who cares enough to call me and say "Hey! Let's hang out!", even though it's as if they've got, oh, I don't know... SEVEN DAYS to do it. You think that I'd be worth at least a little bit of that time. guess not

So, after some mindless video game racing, I'll be going to bed and then sleeping until about 1 in the afternoon tomorrow...

i like to forget about life

1 comment:

CX said...

Aw Kelsey, sorry to hear bout that. I can feel ya. But then again, You should think that it's those people's loss if they don't wanna hang out with you :). Take it easy!